So the New Year has begun and here I am again looking back at the old one shaking my head at the lack of progress. Granted, there was a lot of ‘not fun’, especially financially, but still. Damn. Um, darn. I said, “Darn”.
One of the things I know and has come up before is if I don’t take time for my outer self and my inner self, I’ll stall out and get buried under all the crap. So some me time is in order. I know, I know. I keep coming back to this. I need to find some way or some thing to jump-start me in the morning through the fog before half the day is gone so I remember to take care of myself. Me first!
***On my list is becoming a runner again. I totally dropped the ball on that one this summer. No time, no time, no time. Excuses, excuses, excuses. I’m going to start penciling this in first.
***My animals. I have not been caring for them with my ‘A’ game and very little interaction. My hermit crabs are all skittish again. My fish tanks are plant choked. No calm swimmy viewing for me, limited swimming room for them. Etc., etc. So Guilt, Guilt, Guilt.
***Plants. My outside gardens are a joke. I have no inside gardens going. And a vegetable garden? Not unless -I- make it so.
These all keep me happy and sane. So I have to get them back in my life and put out all the fires after. Including the never-ending mess that is my house.
While I was writing this Saver of Bugs was sitting down the couch from me on her computer and posted a poem by Ralph Waldo Emerson in the comments to yesterday’s post. It so fits what I need to do, mentally. So I’m stealing it for today as well. And I think this is going to wind up on some pretty paper for me to hang somewhere obvious. Saver rocks.
Write it on your heart that every day is the best day in the year. He is rich who owns the day, and no one owns the day who allows it to be invaded with fret and anxiety.
Finish every day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in. Forget them as soon as you can, tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely, with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense.
This new day is too dear, with its hopes and invitations, to waste a moment on the yesterdays.
A volunteer pansy that sprouted from seed that survived last year’s winter.
There is a bug living in this house that we need to look up. He is very noisy and as I was typing this he landed on my crystals. I decided to take a picture to have when I looked him up and ‘Surprise!’ I discovered my end table is a really good place to take pictures of my crystals! Bonus! So say, “Hi!”
So now I’m off to end my day writing in my Gratitude Journal. Onward Ho!